for the past coupleof months, ive been holed up day after day at the workplace, until beyond closing. i had alot of firsts in that place-first time behind the bar making and serving drinks [ cause we were sooooo shorthanded ], first time taking orders, first time serving, learning the jargon, working with and mixing with so many other people of different backgrounds. i had amazing managers and supervisors [esp thomas,] who forgave my every mistake and was on the floor with me [us] side by side, teaching and guiding, and rushing to my [our] aid when anything goes wrong.

i learnt alot, sampled alot of damn good food, and drank even more. hehheh. i used to be snobbish beyond belief-but now, one learnt to not judge so quickly and harshly. i climbed alot of stairs, roughly twenty odd rounds on a busy night. i think my ass is a little smaller. my feet are alot smellier. i really hope that goes away. my alcohol tolerance has gone higher. so have the ability to stay awake. im alot less squeamish about cleaning up after people, and ive developed an occupational hazard [ trying to clear up messes cause it gets on my nerves alot more now. ] i feel more for service staff now-so im alot less bitchy. ive seen so many porches parked outside [the other day i swear i saw a rolls] i dont even gawk anymore. so damn jaded alr! /:

2009 was amazing, for the most part. every year, i grow a little more, and mature a little more-less naive, less innocent each year. im not sure if thats a good thing. im alot more crude, for sure. i really, really, really want to help the choir climb greater heights this year -so you guys have to help me help you. i have no idea what 2010 holds but i dont give a shit cause im just going to hand on and enjoy the ride. im not going to bother with any new year resolutions, because i wont stick to it anyway.

photos all up on fb! all the nonsense ones thats been in my camera forever.

to the people who stuck by me and were there for me through this and that, thankyou.
to the ones that i let down, im sorry.
and to 2010, bring it on.
im ready for you.